speechless, dear.
B being in the old seat,
i was just speechless with an ache in my chest.
should it not be a one,
two days getting-over-it thing?
it seems he's not (going to move)
an inch (moved)
he is the only one
i bother to talk to umpteen times
with justification of my intention
Still, i am not able to move him,
not physically,
not with all my sincerity and good intention.
i'm beginning to doubt myself.
sigh.
you said i've done my best.
your suggestion,
i may adapt.
it's so fucking frustrating.
the course is alright, but very tiring.
from 9am to 5.30pm and with crappy food.
thanks for the email, it has been the only highlight today :)
otherwise haunted by work review,
and in urgency of coffee,
with love,
k
reader k | 4/25/2005 04:25:00 PM |
