fab messaged the other day.
he was attacked by 4 guys who punched and hit his face and head,
pushed him into the bushes,
but didn't take anything from him.
he was saved by another group of people.
he said he is ok now.

i was shaken to read that.
he is so far away and i felt totally helpless.
i can't do anything at all.
nothing at all.
all the "what if"s came on.
i may just be never able to hear from him.

we do take fear for granted.
we take being alive for granted.

i had a strange dream:
stucked in the car,
it sank into a sea of snakes.
i died,
chocked with snakes.

i am still wandering how it is possible to die
suffocated by snakes.

who / what are these snakes?

i thought i woke up,
and went back to sleep again,
dreaming the same dream again.


reader k | 7/20/2006 06:48:00 PM | 5 comments

i was late
to realise
the shadow casted
-- by the chandelier
onto the screen.
and i thought it was his doing.
southeast asian art with the silhouette of chandelier.
reader k | 7/18/2006 10:16:00 PM | 0 comments

i wonder what the arrows are made of,
never missed shooting at me.
one after another,
sometimes a couple at a time.

wounded,
recovered,
injured again.
never ending really.

my boss have to bar me from CCA this week,
because we realised i can't be split into several parts
reader k | 7/13/2006 06:10:00 PM | 0 comments

you asked about my absence from this space.

work, home, work, work, work, home
and after only 4 days of school, i fell ill.

next week is going to be hectic again.

this is where i've been.
reader k | 7/01/2006 12:50:00 PM | 4 comments