had been so off-tune lately.
everything's going right in the wrong way.
not meant to be.
i lost my focus.
gotta get it back.
was great seeing some of them,
everything was pretty good.
except that they started the wrong fire.
got my so-en, nylon and zink.
happiness.
much to be read,
to be induced,
to be nourished,
to be inspired.
needed that.
sk asked for one of the prints.
i may have to paint something to replace it.
saw someone dressed like J at kino,
while A met the real J on the train,
almost at the same time.
A told me J was spaced-out,
i told J,
J told me she was tired:
"slept late, woke up early for asthma check-up,
heavy shopping bag, 3/4 paint for school!
cab long Q, bad hair day, hungry and tired."
i told J to have tea and smile,
J said will have coffee but cannot smile.
followed by a vent of air:
"why doesn't the world understand the pain of
slept late, woke up early for asthma check-up,
heavy shopping bag, 3/4 paint for school!
cab long Q, bad hair day, hungry and tired?"
i replied:
"maybe because the world has all these spread out,
so it doesn't understand the pain to have them altogether."
J replied:
" :> " or was it a " : P "
i was too fast to hit "delete".
but it was nice hearing from her,
despite her bad day.
Fabby sent a sad message.
told him it's time to take the hammer and hit the wall in front.
he said the problem is that he is the wall.
what should i say next?
seeing SK tomorrow.
at a wedding.
missed her nonsense and concern.
reader k | 6/17/2005 08:19:00 PM |
