episode 01
i've planned the 109 days bomb for a week now,
and i dropped it today.
i surprised myself too
as i didn't count the days before.
i didn't know it's really 109.
scary.
i hope they are awake by now.
episode 02
thought it's no-lesson day today,
end up lesson at kampong glam.
with 39 kids.
these are really kids.
they bought toys,
i bought them sweets.
after we were back,
i still have to babysit them for an hour and a half!
it was a torture.
i can't wait to see my bomb causalties,
to hope to find comfort just by the sight of them.
episode 03
they have given me a better reason to see them.
they dropped me the bomb this time.
i saw them,
i was more powerful,
but that's not what i've planned.
i only get guilt, regrets, sadness
as i walked away from the war zone.
i've injured 21 helpless,
and a door.
i'll say sorry to the door,
but not to the 21 helpless.
i have my reason to make it a big fuss,
you shall understand in due time,
or you shall not.
it doesn't matter.
you choose to hate me for it,
it does matter,
but i can't stop you from feeling that way.
thankyou suet ni, stella and clairin
you girls made the last part of the day
much much bearable.
thankyou clairin for throwing away the late lunch for me.
episode 04
i know you doubt my trust in you.
i know you hate me for this.
i believe you,
that is why i talked to you first.
i know i can get the truth from you.
if you'd remembered,
i smile at you before i walked away,
it wasn't a scolding,
it was a confirmation of my doubts.
episode 05
have i mentioned it's racial harmony day today?
so much for harmonious,
i ruined the day for myself.
episode 06
if there is a fire in the school
i'll run to level 4 first.
because 5B is there.
my 23 helpless and injured door are there.
reader k | 7/21/2005 04:52:00 PM |
