Tuesday, December 06, 2005

nothing's really lost because it was given


feelings lost are at times,
inevitable.
if it was to be found again,
refreshing.
All the past tense became new.

ironically amusing,
i cooked a meal today,
for 2 favourite persons in my life now.
the lost was found,
the found was lost.

j commented
"interesting,
you get two reactions"

for the one found,
i'm so glad.
you are always there,

securely.
firmly.
without doubt.

for the one lost,
the ball is in your court this time.

your promise of security didn't run true
and has expired.
i am always here.


all said and done
are but the effort one is willing to make,
sacrifices, sleepless nights, aching heart, long drive.
i made the choice,
and i was happy i did.

*was i really? ha! only you know.

you can go blank all you want,
i still care,

for amusment sake.


reader k | 12/06/2005 01:23:00 AM |
1 Comments:
Blogger alex said...

as usual I'm totally blur, but anyway, I enjoyed the dinner... thanks again! es :)

3:04 PM  

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