Friday, March 30, 2007

take away - leave

here's the story:

i got my diploma.
i worked for 3 years.
i studied and got my MA.
i worked for 1 year, freelance.
i applied to teach, degree.

they offered me to teach, diploma.
they didn't recognise my MA.
they didn't pay me extra for work experience because it's freelance, they said.

i appealed.
twice.
they replied.
twice.
same answer; one email, one snail mail.
sigh.

i took the offer to teach, diploma.
57% pay cut.

two years at NIE.
diploma in art teaching.
i was the best student.
distinction in practicums.
they gave me a piece of gold medal.
that does nothing.

i have my posting.
i have a fantastic boss.
i have wonderful friends at work.
1 year later, my friend was promoted.
i was not.

they said i did not have a NAFA diploma.
what the ^&%$%@&^*!@#!!!!!????
my boss was shocked.
i have to send in all my papers. again.

2 years later, they named me art coordinator.
i do the job, same pay.

2 and a half years later, not even 2k.
2 and a half years later, no promotion.

feedback to dd. useless.
my bosses wrote letters. no reply.

i am still here, for my boss, for my kids.
9 more months to go.

yesterday they told me i would be promoted in october,
3 months after my bond. oh really?!
whatever for?

i stayed, for my kids.
they are growing this year,
they can fend for themselves next year.

i am contended.
i can leave with relief.

i can't wait.
to
leave.


reader k | 3/30/2007 11:49:00 PM |
3 Comments:
Blogger Fabien said...

Good for you.
Don't let them bully you, it's clearly bullshit!
You've shown you are made of good stuff!

3:19 AM  
Blogger k said...

i've also felt that i am dried up in the creativity area. 3 years of coursework is tiring. i need to take off to refresh and find new ideas.

1:24 AM  
Blogger zlyrica said...

Ya, need more exciting, creative and fun ideas in life, if starting something here need not so much of the dough and a killing mortage to feed, i would have venture with my dream, sigh... i'm toying with the idea of freelance now but wondering can it really sustain?

1:30 PM  

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