today's a crazy k's day -
i went through 3 classes worth of sketchbooks,
till 6.30pm.
spoke to B today. nag rather.
he was pissed, i can see that.
but he listens, i can see that.
then suddenly, i felt tired.
i felt like crying.
the bell went,
and i told him to go off for his next class.
you showed me your drawing,
i couldn't even see,
i'm so sorry.
another minute you guys to stay,
you will see me cry.
otherwise i was happy.
i was still still happy.
you said it's the jab on my left arm.
that made me happy.
of cos it did,
it took away my pain.
later at that moment of happiness,
after my silly chat with THE PILOT,
B messaged.
said sorry.
i was speechless.
i told him to watch Arts Central -
it was showing the music programme
he told me about last week.
i wonder if
i will see him in the new seat.
even if he is not,
it doesn't matter.
really.
reader k | 4/28/2005 08:24:00 PM |
