:: reader k ::

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

alive and dead

Coursework Day 2 continues.
2 classes O levels N levels

mixture of moods.

the usual load of:
panic
relax
can't be bothered
clueless
s l o w
no sense of urgency
irresponsible
lazy
take things for granted
.
.
.
.
then there were also the handful of:
involved
takes initiative
independent
respectful
appreciative
doing real work
really did work
never say cannot

the remaining were just missing,
hoping we will be there for them when the deadline comes.
we will.
we will be there.
just to see how they die a tragic death.

reader k | 5/31/2006 09:56:00 PM | 0 comments

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

:(

just tell me you are stressed from the pressure and workload
and i can help you work things out.
don't give me irresponsible, nonsense, contradicting, invalid reasons
for wanting to drop the subject.

face it,
grades are important in our society,
whether you like it or not.
good grades in only some of the subjects are not enough,
everyone is striving to be an all-rounder.
we are here to help you.

you are only making it so difficult
for me,
for us,
for yourself,
to help yourself.

i was utterly
disappointed.

you said you have no interest,
so you can't do it.

i can't say i have no interest in helping you,
and i won't help you.
i won't and will never say that.

do you understand?

reader k | 5/30/2006 03:43:00 PM | 1 comments

Saturday, May 27, 2006

es

be back on sunday.

elephant shoe.

reader k | 5/27/2006 05:56:00 PM | 1 comments

Friday, May 26, 2006

definite defect

those who bothered to read the words on the back of my t-shirt today:

my answer is:

definite defect

at times such definite defect demands
attention,
observation,
and kept you abreast.

i love that.

you kept asking
and i kept confusing you,
with simpler and simpler words.

you cannot die.

and there he is,
still at Shinjuku,
shopping totally for me.
definitely not defective. :)

reader k | 5/26/2006 07:23:00 PM | 0 comments

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

4 favourites

yuxin, alex, theia and yutong
my huggables in one bundle!

reader k | 5/24/2006 06:39:00 PM | 0 comments

kicking screaming

the living room seems bigger.
the milk in the fridge, can't seem to be finishing it.
another brand new packet of juice awaiting.

the house is only filled with
kiki's hair,
her echo of barks,
my one morning breath before rushing to work,
and my last breath when i finally am able to drag myself back.

endlesss tasks.
reached a point when i am supposed to be at 4 places at the same time.
how impossibly true.

i have to put off seeing chloe and the twins.
i have to put off seeing des and kang.
totally unwilling.

and there he is,
enjoying at Shinjuku.

reader k | 5/24/2006 01:58:00 PM | 0 comments

Thursday, May 11, 2006

crap

queer.
1613 stood opposite.
but it wasn't a suzuki grand vitara.

just felt strange.

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grace, sandy and me shared a packet of chicken rice
at the spot where we sign in and sign out,
while widya filled in her leave form details.
we created a conversation topic for the busy admin staffs.

then we flew off to our secret hideout
to mark, mark, mark.

PPR freeze on us for the past few days,
hope Cockpit won't be a dick-head next.

post-exam can be a crappy period.

neh neh neh neh neh

reader k | 5/11/2006 11:30:00 PM | 4 comments

Monday, May 08, 2006

$igh

lately i've made a rough calculation of how much money people have owed me.
school.
relatives.
mostly students.

it came up to be near to $1 K

i suck at asking back for these money.
and some people just don't bother to even try to pay up.
:(

so veron, please don't die yet,
at least not before i do,
and i can't die yet,
because too many people owe me too much money.

reader k | 5/08/2006 05:02:00 PM | 4 comments

Thursday, May 04, 2006

a-not

who does not get tired for caring?

i don't know.
sometimes i am just lost in it.

once or twice i thought of seeing you,
but i'm not sure for what valid reason i should.
there is nothing to talk about anymore.
i only read your words.
yet this and that make sight of you.

the missing letter - ____
the first letter of the _lphabet.
it stands before any other letters,
sometimes alone.

nothing comes in-between j and k.
but how did this happen?

i don't have the faith, i am afraid to believe.
not you, not him, but myself.

i stop knowing what to make out of it.

are you reading k?

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someone ever asked me
'where are we going?'

it was a relationship going nowhere.
totally impossible.
but we took it somewhere.
i cannot believe it.

now it felt like a nightmare.
i am glad i've woken.

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reader k | 5/04/2006 04:54:00 PM | 3 comments

Monday, May 01, 2006

一顆蘋果

extracted from '一顆蘋果' by 五月天
(作詞：阿信　作曲：阿信)

有些人經過我身旁　
住在我腦中　
在我心裡鑽洞
有些人變成相片　
堆在角落　
灰塵像雪一般冰凍

活著不多不少　幸福剛好夠用
活著其實很好　再吃一顆蘋果

reader k | 5/01/2006 03:20:00 AM | 0 comments