after so many days of not seeing him,
i scolded him today, again.
it hurts me to say mean words to him.
i thought i saw him rub his eyes so hard to push the tears back in.
but of course, he will survive, live,
not a problem at all.
he shines like a gem even when i left him among the charcoal mess.
still, he needs to understand,
his presence is important to make his mark convincing.
it's not enough to just leave his power-puff girls box with pieces of charcoal in the art room.
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the last art lesson with 5N.
not at all special or with a sense of lost - good.
it should be neutral.
i've seen them for 3 years now.
scolded, nagged at, cared for them.
they are dear to me.
i love the NA kids.
i wish them well.
reader k | 10/08/2008 08:58:00 PM |
