there are times when things around you are getting strange and you just felt something's irritating but not sure what it is exactly.
i get that once in a while. sometimes it just die away before i can do anything about it.
lately it's tiring talking to kids.
i want to talk to them about their work, their progress, help them to change for the better, to improve. it is disappointing to see some stubbornly not getting it.
with the younger kids, reasoning has to be simplified version.
then there are the angry ones. not sure what they are always angry about. they are healthy, have opportunities to be in school, to have friends.
with the older kids, i wished i can spend more time with them like my previous batches of students. so time is precious now to me when i have it with them. but sometimes i am so tired from the other parts of my job that i am half-dead when i have time to spend with them, on their work.
brain dead.
with my staff. it's even harder talking to adults.
then again, that is mostly 12 hours of my day.
i switch off after that, and hope the bug will go away.
reader k | 4/21/2009 10:42:00 PM |
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