once again,
i know i shouldn't write to you,
but i felt so lost now.
i know i shouldn't write, all the more so,
when it's 20 mins to my next lesson.
i should be preparing myself with my paint and what not now.
but alas.
my favourite student is absent today.
i felt so lost.
he had a flu.
then again,
he's probably watching Liverpool win the match at home.
3 more hours of lessons,
2 more meetings,
then i will be able to flop down at my desk,
to deal with the pile of paperwork.
i was hoping to hear from you,
on my birthday.
was telling myself you may send me a last-lastbirthday message,
or you may not.my latter guess was correct.
i was not upset.
i see that as us moving on to another stage
of this strange non-existence friendship.
it is a monologue.
i'm the only one talking here.
i hope my student is fine.
he has become my muse,
in many ways.
everyday is about him.
how irritating.
be happy,
k
reader k | 5/03/2005 07:48:00 PM |
