time flies.
i have been in the school for a year and one week.
hideous week,
i felt like i was having thousands of personalities.
taking every possible roles i can handle,
tired, yes,
but a hint of belief started to dwell unto me.
i am constantly pushing myself,
i hope i won't fall
(would you catch me if i do fall?)
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my two loves every friday:
SJAB is growing.
i sincerely put my energy and heart in them.
i want them to shine.
course work is taking shape,
i'm glad.
still a handful to push and push,
i shall have to hope for the best.
i think they do know,
i truly care.
every friday,
shifting between the ground floor and the fourth,
i switched my mindset within minutes.
ache in my feet as my heels click on the steps,
contractions of my lungs as i made haste my steps,
just so i could be at two places,
for two groups of people i care
very very much.
have to admit, at times,
i stole a second for myself,
on the second floor.
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as i finally put myself off
to wayang for them,
my 3 beloved were relieving themselves in the loo (!!!)
what great timing?!
must be the junk i've been feeding them.
my fault.
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i see you everyday, almost,
but we hardly get to talk much, in depth.
was glad you stayed till 6,
truely, very glad.
you made me laugh off a great deal of my tiredness.
i am going to miss that.
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fridays,
we hang out on mostly then.
reader k | 7/02/2005 09:43:00 PM |
