Saturday, October 08, 2005

seriously thinking

overwhelming.
going so well.
perhaps this is the best time
to leave.
so that
i will not watch you leave
me.
i am finding reasons to hate you.
not easy.


a foreign film:
the wife killed herself
a few days after the wedding
because
that was the best times
of her life,
that far.
she wants to keep that happiness.
so she left.


just a thought.



reader k | 10/08/2005 02:02:00 AM |
4 Comments:
Blogger zweiya said...

All happiness comes from the desire for others to be happy. All misery comes from the desire for oneself to be happy. - Shantideva

11:47 AM  
Blogger k said...

i'm not that great to have the desire for others to be happy, but at least for those people i care and love, i truely want them to be happy. however, for some, i realised that their happiness upset and hurt me. what is that then? sigh.

12:21 PM  
Blogger zweiya said...

Hmm, isn't that jea-lousy?

No one can upset and hurt you if you do not let yourself to be upset and hurt.

However, if it's an intentional act of 'happiness' to spite you, such 'happiness' would not last at all, and all the more no need to be upset and hurt about it. :)

5:26 PM  
Blogger k said...

it takes great effort to not feel hurt and upset though. well, u know me, yah? :) but i'll be ok.

10:28 PM  

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